Friday, January 2, 2009

lost in this city

i dont believe in the christian god. i mean c'mon. but the older i get the more i hope to believe in something...and i am searching....i feel the need to be more self aware...more in the moment of what is happening around me...more here...not there. its almost as if-even though i am where i am-i am always thinking about something somewhere else. lately i find myself listening to people sing about christ...and sometimes i even go to saint patricks...to feel the energy.

i have cried there before...just sat alone and cried.

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